It's been a tough year, I've been tested more than I have ever been before...this morning as I opened my eyes to a new day; a whole lot of emotions washed over me. I can't say that I always felt up to the challenges; but I still showed up, gave it my all and never quit. We often learn the most from the journey itself...I realized how strong I was when I thought I wasn't. I understood that I could break but still keep going ; I know now that I can handle anything that life throws at me; no matter how overwhelming it may seem !!!
Truth is...I'll probably never be the best at a lot of thing; but that doesn't mean I don't keep trying. I may fail more often than not...but I also succeed; I may not be the best at showing my love all the time; but I always love as much as I can.
No matter where my path takes me; I've learned to appreciate the beautiful moments in my life and pay attention to the lessons that need to be learned. I know that I don't always have to be okay ,and that it's okay to take time for myself and loving myself will always be the most important. So ,yes this has been a hard year , a learning year and a sad yet wonderful one as well !!!
I've stopped fixating on what's gone wrong and started celebrating the things that turned out well. Sometimes, you find answers to questions you didn't even know to ask in the most unlikely places and people...so, I'm okay with not being a rock star in every way that I could be ...because to me, what matters the most is that I'm a superstar in my own mind and I love who I'm becoming. A smile creeps over my face as I climb out of bed to take on my life...I know I can do anything I set my mind to. Starting with conquering my day...maybe it will be hard, maybe it will be easy, doesn't really matter to me. Regardless of how it goes...it won't change one simple fact; I got this ...I always will...bring it on life ...im ready !!!