Some days I struggle...some days I cry !
Somedays I'm holding on to all the pieces just so I could feel whole. Other days, where I feel like I can't go on...I remind myself; that I've made it through everything that was meant to break me.
You can shoot me with your words...you may cut me with your eyes, you may kill me with your hatefulness, but still like air I rise I AM WHO I AM. When I shutdown...I shut all the way down, I don't want to talk, I don't want to be surrounded by people, I don't want to answer my phone, and I don't want to be bothered, just let me go through...what I go through and I'll be alright. This too shall pass, when things are bad remember; it won't always be this way, take one day at a time, when things are good, remember it won't always be this way...enjoy every great moment, it was what it was, it is what it is, it will be what it will be !!!
When she's distant or in isolation...remember she's very dangerous because she knows what it's like to fall and get back up a thousand times. Rock bottom knows her name...and the only person that saved her was her, she's a warrior queen and she's not afraid of breaking. To be honest...I'm not okay, I feel like I'm dying from inside, my heart literally hurts. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried...how many times I've lost my hope, and how many times I've had to hold back my tears. I regret nothing in my life...it's all lessons learned, even though my past was full of hurt, I look back and smile, because it made me who I am today. You may not be able to control every situation...but you are able to control how it effects you, nothing is worth sacrificing your peace of mind !!!