With everything that I've been through people keep asking me "you carry yourself so well ,I would've never guessed you've been through what you have" .That's when I realized, its not what happens to you, it's how you handle it !!!
All I can say (it's not the end) ,no matter what we face or go through ,there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. So don't you give up, Don't you quit. You keep walking, you keep trying, there's always help and happiness ahead. Trust in yourself there's always gonna be good things coming your way !!!
I use to be concerned with what I was going through and all the things that was clouding my mind. Then I realized it was out of my control ,my thoughts occupied my sanity and drove me insane , I realized I need to breath let go, and see what happens. I was walking proof that you can have your soul torn in half and still live life beautifully!!!
If you don't allow yourself to move past what happened, what was said, what was felt , you will never look at your present and future through the same dirty lens. Realize this, focus and breath .Try to see things as they are today ,instead of how you hoped ,wished or expected them to be...
You sometimes have to experience what you don't want in life to come to a full understanding of what you do want !!!