When my heart cracked i swear i heard it break...a sound that no one else could hear but, i did and now i walk around with it rattling around inside my rib cage. A constant reminder that loving you, and the weight of losing you...was too much for my heart to endure. It doesn't get easier with time, as some may often claim, a day, a month, a year, the pain still feels the same.
We try to forge onwards, as we now have to do, trying to live without you, is what we must do. Everything keeps moving, life doesn't stand still, but without you here, our lives are changed, forever more !!!
We do our best to enjoy moments, scattered here and there, grasping little pockets of joy, whenever they appear. Our hearts will never be repaired, nor would we want them to be, a part of our hearts left with you, the day you disappeared. That's how it felt on that awful day, one moment you were here with us, the next gone forever more. Life can change so quickly, without reason or rhyme, our lives forever altered, in the blink of an eye. Though you no longer here, we feel you near still, in our hearts you will always be with us, a part of our lives still. If you simply can't understand why someone is grieving so much...for so long. Then consider yourself fortunate that you do not understand !!!
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