My precious little boy😭 speaking to you two hours earlier, watching you eat and saying dad bought burger and chips for baby💔 then saying😭"Mom i don't wanna speak to grandma anymore" 😭"I don't like grandma anymore"😭 "stop taking out pictures for baby grandma"😭 but i did get a "I love you grandma before the call ended" (not knowing it was the last time I was gonna speak to you)💔 I remember every last detail about our last conversation (that side-eyed look you like giving, that mischief smile) Puppy i would have traded places with you in a heatbeat😭it's unfair i get to wake up every morning and you don't💔 breaks my even more😭regrets I have for not answering my phone that evening😭 when I eventually got to the hospital it was too late😭 seeing you laying on that hospital bed so peaceful💔 puppy I thought you were asleep😭 We have been dreading this day for the last year💔 today is the actual day we reach the one year mark your little heart stopped beating😭 and our hearts shattered😫it has gone by so fast feels surreal💔 so much has happened since you left😫so many first😢people say "it's God's will" that phase I will never understand🥺again people say "be grateful yall had 3 years with him🤬" 3 years of what? Most of that 3 years covid kept our baby away from us😡you will never understand this pain until it happens to you🥺 people don't understand our pain because their world didn't stop when ours did😭 they wasn't the one's sitting in the front row at the funeral watching our 3 year old baby lying so still (like he was in a deep sleep) breaks you into a million pieces and I can confirm that is true💔 my puppy😭 your passing destroyed us in ways I can't even begin to comprehend😭 yet I do know without a question that it's a level of devastation that won't "heal" in this lifetime💔 or any lifetimes that contains your absence😫there never be a time where I'm done grieving you or learning new ways to somehow exist without you (LANDON MESHAEL) !!!
Death is inevitable but I didn't think I'd be writing "REST IN PEACE" and "YOUR NAME" in the same sentence😭 our hearts feels heavy with the weight of your absence💔 it's hard to accept and believe that you no longer here with us😭 your laughter no longer fills the air🥺 and that beautiful smile no longer lights up our lives😫 you were taken from us far too soon😢 the worst pain is now we can only love you from a distance😭 we were forced into closing this chapter of your life my puppy💔we never wanted it to end😭 doesn't matter how many times we tell ourselves you gone😫our hearts doesn't want to hear it😭 our hearts can't bear it💔 never did we imagine this life without you puppy😭 forever loved "LANDON MESHAEL SUMADRAJI" our angel baby😇🕊💚dino baby🦖🤍till we see you again🙏
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