I have been trying to fight my silent battles despite how much I wanted to give up... It always takes everything in me to convince myself with the saying, "this too shall pass." The truth is, I am not an optimistic person, but I am also not someone who would actually give up, no matter how many times I fall into pieces.
Most often, I fight my life's battles resiliently. I cry, isolate myself, fall apart, and pick myself up over and over again. No matter how heavy I feel inside, I always find ways to still carry on and try to live my life as if my soul is not actually dying !!!
But lately, I've been feeling so tired of everything that I hated the fact that I always find myself feeling unhappy or hurt. I felt so sick of all the unwanted feelings in my heart, yet I am forced to endure them every day. I felt hopeless again, and I knew it because I found myself begging God to take all my pain away.
For so long, I've always been trying to fight my silent battles. I have a soft heart, yet I was forced to be strong...all along, I've always been forced to be resilient. But honestly, with all the tiredness I feel deep in my heart, I crave a life that will let me live well—not something that is only about fighting and surviving !!!
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