To the one who took a mending heart, only to break it all over again...
My endless wait worsened further when I saw two faces of one person...if you love someone, don't "i say it again don't" lead them into believing that you love them, when all you doing is hurting each other. For once in your life be the right person, the one who fights to make it right, the one who holds on no matter how hard it gets, the one who understands and stays...no matter what (this is love in real life, you stay and work at it, not run when the waters get rough) !!!
I used to think that you're the right person for me until you gave me so many reasons why I shouldn't love you anymore...I used to think that you were the one who would take care of my heart and treat me well not break what was already broken and on the mend !!!
I thought you was the one for me...you understood how brokenly messed up i was, cause you have been through similar situations. But then you hurt me repeatedly and you don't even care about what I feel...
I used to think that you of all people would love me right because you know exactly how much I've been hurt before, but then you hurt me too and became like the ones who tortured my soul. You broke my heart bit by bit, and I was left wondering why you did this to me !!!
I decided to finally let you go..."Not because I don't love you anymore", but because I'm tired of begging you to stay and treat me better. I'm tired of forcing you to love me back and I'm so tired of making you believe that "i honestly love you", i was never gonna hurt you. I know that you're not in love with me, and never was. Because you are not even afraid to lose me...you don't even care if I walk away from you, you just left with a lame excuse. You didn't even try to fight, what hurts me the most is (i didn't even see the sadness in your eyes), letting me go. Maybe you just waited for me to give up on us, or maybe, this was your plan all along !!!
@atticradiothecarouselneverstopsturning
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