Have you ever gotten up every morning to a new secret ? a new lie? About stuff you have no control over . Asking yourself why do I ever do this? Why do I allow things to get to me ?. I keep wrecking things , welcome to my life ...
Have you ever wondered if you've done things differently, what if you've made different choices, what do I mean different choices ? Everyday I wonder what if I'd left my old self and started anew somewhere far away . Would things have been different for me? Would I've been better off?... I have no answer to that right now , there's so much of things to consider, I wouldn't have met half the people I know this day, and that my friends would have been a tragedy of epic proportions !!!
I've messed up ,guess we all have somewhere down this life time,
honestly me less than most . I know without a doubt in my mind that I am an anequivocally good human being...
Whether you believe in order or chaos, in the end it's the same, you're either in control of our lives ,or merely think we are. People like to say that certain events that occur in and around us ,changes everything, but certain things ,certain traditions never change ...
Ask yourself this question (who are you?what is this world?). It's actually all of us "the people" you ,me ,our friends,our neighbors, our families, you and I and everyone else makes up this world.
You know who else makes up this world ,it's the sick people (toxic)...
This world is at its Crossroads, if we don't face the reality of who and what we are ,if we keep lying to ourselves.
Keeping secrets from each other,hurting each other, judging each other ,and the list goes on ...
We all must do better ,we all need to be better . As dangerous as the world as become ,we can make a difference, its the only way to start over ; by playing a generous part in society. Be the reason someone smiles today, be the reason someone goes to bed with a full tummy tonight ,be the reason you brought joy into some random's person's life ...be the reason you were born to shine in someone else's darkness !!!
Stay safe
V.