Sometimes you fall off the wagon unintentionally...sometimes you tell yourself you're gonna start afresh on Monday and by Wednesday you've already fallen back off. Can anyone relate to what im saying?(striving to hold it together but falling apart), you try to remain calm, stay strong and focus but you lose your balance and it's time to start over again. Sometimes you have to start a 100 times and it's frustrating, but it's will be okay...it's better to fall and get up, than fall and stay down. Even though as broken as you may feel you are still so strong, there's something to be said for how you hold yourself together and keep moving forward...even though you feel like shattering !!!
Don't stop...keep believing in yourself, it's your healing process; don't quit, it doesn't have to be pretty or graceful ...you just gotta keep persevering. Before you attack a strong woman; know that she is built for this shit. She's stronger than her demons, she's been played, stabbed, cheated on, taken advantage off and left crying and ripped off. Her name many times have been dragged through the dirt one too many times. Everytime she picked it up and came out clean...she passed the worst moments of her life alone and she survived. You see woman like these are self made...not duplicated, not copied. She's built for war, and pain shaped her to be the best...you can never destroy a woman like that !!!