I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true...Shakespeare said and I quote "Journeys end in lovers meeting " argh, what an extraordinary thought. Personally i have not experienced anything remotely close to that ; but I'm more than willing to believe shakespeare had . I suppose i think about love more than anybody really should...I'm constantly amazed by it's share power to redefine our lives. It was shakespeare who also said " love is blind" now that is something I know to be true !!!
For some quite inexplicably...love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then off course love can also be found even if just for a while. Then there's another kind of love "the cruelest kind" the ones that almost kills its victims...its called unrequited love of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall inlove with each other...but what about the rest of us
What about our stories , those of us that fall inlove alone ...we are the victims of the one sided affairs ...we are the cursed of the loved ones ; we are the unloved loves who's walking wounded ,handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space ...yes you are looking at one such individual !!!
I was willing loved by a such man... caught up in (the cruelest love)...for many miserable years. The absolute worst years of my life...the worst Christmases; worst birthdays ; new years eve brought in continous tears and valium. These days that I've been loved by the wrong man; it's been the darkest days of my life ,all because I was cursed married to a man ; who i did not love,who i would not love him back . The sight of him in the same room ; made me nauseous, heart pounding with fury; throat thickening, absolutely can't swallow... all the usual symptoms of unhappiness !!!