Facts of life...I was quiet but i was not blind. Some people are still discussing the old new you, because they don't have access to the new you. I no longer look for the good in people, I'm now searching for the real. Because while good is dressed in fake clothing , the real is naked and proud no matter the scars. I'm slowly learning that even if I react, it wont change anything...it won't make people suddenly disappear from my life, it won't change their childish immature behavior or it won't magically change their minds, or how they think. Sometimes it's better to just let things be...let people go, don't fight for them to be apart of your circle/tribe, I let things just be...no closure, no explanations !!!
I don't expect answers nor do I expect people to understand "that when I'm done, I'm done, no deleting, no blocking ,I'm just done with them". I'm slowly learning that life is better lived with less drama, and life is better lived when you don't centre it on what's happening around you and centre it on what's happening inside you instead. I'm working on myself and my inner peace...and I'm loving it, I've come to realize that not reacting to every little thing that bothers you is the first ingredient to a happy and healthy life. The more I get to know people, watch their behavior and reactions , the more I realized why Noah only wanted "only" animals in the Ark...when you come to a point where you have no need to impress anyone...your freedom begins !!!