It's been a tough and exhausting period recently but I continue like always to push through...I wasn't writing in a while reason being (I'm tired). There's alot going on with me emotionally, personally and physically, nothing I can't handle though. But it's a difficult painful time for me...Iately i'm just not me, I can't write, I can't show true feelings, I just can't show up. I can't really describe what I'm feeling or what I'm going through...however I know it's okay sometimes to stop everything you doing and just pause...take that time, don't write, don't show up, don't go out, just take the time that you need to recover to be you again !!!
You are your own entire vibe...own it.
You are your own mood...you have a light that no one can dim, and a vibe that those around you have no choice but to feel...keep those head lifted and count it all joy. Some people like to say they're "REAL"...but they don't say real what?. Real shady, real need or a real piece of shit. Sorry but I need you to be more specific about what "REAL" really is. I'm sorry if this comes off as rude because you don't understand at first,but I'm not sorry for dropping everything that is not good for me and only giving my time to vibes that bring peace my way. There's nothing wrong in putting myself first for a change and letting everything else fall, because from today is my day and every day after. My journey is about me now...my happiness ,you don't have to understand and you surely don't have to stay !!!