Work on yourself and your inner peace,I'm slowly learning that even if i react,it won't change anything,it won't make people suddenly love and respect me,it won't magically change their minds. Sometimes it's better to just let things be,let people go,don't fight for closure,don't ask for explanations,don't chase for answers and don't expect people to understand where you coming from. I'm slowly learning that life is better lived when you don't centre it on what's happening around you and centre it on what's happening inside you instead !!!
With me what you see is what you get ,no less ,no more, I am real,true and genuine. Sure I'm a beautiful mess a lot of days and forget what I'm doing while I'm doing it, it's just part of my charm I guess. I worry my personality is too much for some people,often people don't get me "well that's there fault". I'm not a over the top person, however I'm always outspoken and yea I do have some spunky sass...but I'm not above anyone, maybe I don't always handle my personality, at times im outspoken, when I have something to say I don't hold back, or choose my words ,I just blurt it out and I definitely don't tiptoe around anyone ,that's just who I am !!!
I'm socially awkward sometimes and I inadvertently share things that can offend sensitive people. Not because I'm trying to hurt people's feelings or make anyone uncomfortable. It's just who I am and I don't plan changing for anyone , I'm way too loud sometimes, I'm awkward other times, but I'm alot of fun. I'm passionate and I'm unforgettable. You'll never meet another person like me , that's probably a good thing , I don't think the world can handle two of me, and that's just the way I like it !!!
I'll keep on loving the people that's worth my love ,I'm gonna live my life to the fullest and enjoying each day and every moment . I'm not way close to perfect ,I'm a disaster somedays but you can always count on me to tell it like it is; if you can get pass the silly sarcasm,the bad jokes,snorting laughs you'll find I'm just one of the most you'll want to keep around....im sassy and passionate, chaotic, sarcastic, occasionally offensive , bit awkward never easy to control, I'd spent most of my life thinking those were "bad" things only to wake up one day and realize they were my best qualities!!!